>>i have returned<<

::I took a break, sorry to those in Melbourne that were wondering if i have falled off the face of the earth- crazy kids!!I find myself in limbo, I didnt get the full time job at qut i had my heart set on, my mobile has call baring now due to being three months behind paying da bills, i need money- fuck i hate capitalism soooo much i think my head will explode sometimes!! I also blame surfing the crimson wave, come down after three days of pot induced hazyness and capitalismOther people seem to be having fun [looking at you loocy]Ishoo#2 of my zine [lezzarine] is almost complete, and i need to obtain free photocopying this week for more of ishoo#1 before the two zine fairs this weekend!!! yay! and the anachist conference is on too- even though i was kinda down to go camping with some grrrls from uq sapphos sistas (but i lied about being the outdoors type!) zines, autonomism and avoiding bugs/spiders/icky crawly things may just win. Melb kids also want more zines- i'll get posting...arrrrrrrr, just needed thattoday (sunday) was kinda fun in that the el rauncho grrrls went on a raod trip to Naughty But Nice in Underwood, its the megastore (sex shop in burbs) sarah brought a new viabrator (its blue and non-penis like) i want one also, and a butterfly clip. Yes things have changed with me, just over 6 months ago i wrote a kickass essay on being anti lesbian S/M, repression i tells ya!! Well i'm out now (again!) and exploring my s&m fetish, role play, lesbian erotica (thanks Susie Sexpert!!) and toys. I still am anti aspects of porn, rape fantasy and my fear of anything resembling a penis (strap ons- *shudder*) I am going to scare some of my melb feminist posse when i see them in july, oh wellneed to find jobneed to get involved in something other than student politics/ hactivism (i HAD retired!)need to make more zines as it calms me (readers: believe!)need to get $$ for food and sanitary products (fuck i hate capitalism)i'm downloading fave 80's songs from kazaa- tiffany and transvision vamp xxxxbed soon